I just have to stop chasing him.
Stop trying too hard to win his heart.
I promised myself I won’t repeat the same mistakes.
But here I am heading towards that path yet again. This time I should STOP.
Stop trying too hard on trying to win his heart. At least try to move on and accept the fact that he isn’t mine to keep. If I expected more than this, he would’ve made an effort on it. But so far nothing.
I should just…stop.
Just stop hoping for anything from him.
Even if he gave me a glimpse of happiness and comfort that I haven’t had in a very long time - or ever really.
Just…mahn…he was…just…awesome. The awesomest companion I ever had in a long time.
And he’d gone off somewhere, idk but he’s like dead to me right now. But I do without a doubt miss him dearly.
But I have to move on, being in an unrequited love sucks. Unfortunately, I am not ready to accept the fact that I will be letting this guy go. For I have to yet again face the treacherous yearning for companionship with the male species. Seeking the comfort and passion, and to be loved by another. And failing to find that right person.
My goodness, when is this going to end?
If only I can easily switch off my feelings for without any difficulties :(